Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Lydia's LiveJournal:

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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
10:50 am	Full of misery and woe... Wont you light my lonely way back home? (Comment on this)
10:19 am	Love the lovely waifs... I leave you to revel in all your youthful yearnings I know you like to visit them from time to time. And like a theif, I steal the words you write to her I take them to my heart and wish them to be mine But this is nothing new... (Comment on this)
10:16 am	more certain things... To continue on the 'certain people' train this is directed at a different certain person as I couldnt really be bothered with the forementioned certain person anymore because she really pisses me off. But now...to the OTHER certain 'guitar monkey' person who called me a 'livejournal neo-maxi-zoom-dweebie!' you dont have to fuck off because i like you a whole lot more then a certain 'craxy-dance neo-maxi-zoom-dweebie' that i know. hahaha. You both know who you are~~!! :) he! (Comment on this)
Monday, August 23rd, 2004
9:29 am	Im all at sea... Sometimes I need a lighthouse for my own It gets so dark, I cant see which way Im going... ~The Waifs (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 19th, 2004
4:04 pm	I hope this certain person knows who they are...!! oh and to certain people who miss certain people's certain gigs because they have certain other more fun places to be even though certain people promised to attend certain gigs...fuck off. and stop sending me msg's. also stop flirting your ass off with me Im sick of it. You're a big girl now, go find yourself a vice! Also, next time we are conveniently drunk together could you please not have your hands all over my thighs, i find it very distracting and I while you could say I am in love with you, I really dont like you all that much. so stop with the whole thing. go experiment on your fucking boyfriend. ok. Now I really am done. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
3:59 pm	On the upside... I havn't written for so long. weird hey? But I have suddenly decided that live journals are a pretty fucked up concept and who the hell am I really writing to anyway? Myself? You? Who the hell are you? ok. Im done. Work sucks. uni sucks. Im gonna pack up my shit and drag my ass away from this shitty little town. I will miss my housemates, I'll miss my friends, I'll miss my piano...but thats about it. I have decided that I am going to tour the country Waifs style and nobody better stop me. See you all when I am famous...or a dried up, heroin addict, alcaholic ex-musician on crack. I like crack coke :) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 21st, 2004
6:16 pm	dont you hate it when somebody writes a song you could have written? sick of me -by ani DiFranco how sick of me must you be by now while you're standing just outside of what your pride will allow always reaching into yourself to find a new way to understand me when i'm sure that there's no one else in the world who could withstand me the first person in your life to ever really matter is saying the last thing that you want to hear and you are listening hard through the splintering shards of your life as it shatters and you're standing firm and you're staying close and you're seeing clear i took to the stage with my outrage in the bad old days when you were the make-me-mad guy but the songs they come out more slowly now that i am the bad guy and i say, i'm sorry i'm so crazy I am astounded by your patience and you say, believe it or not, baby the joy you bring me still outweighs it the first person in your life to ever really matter is saying the last thing that you want to hear and you are listening hard through the splintering shards of your life as it shatters and you're standing firm and you're staying close and you're seeing clear how sick of me must you be by now? (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 27th, 2004
11:48 am	Lady Lazarus Dying Is an art, like everything else. I do it exceptionally well. I do it so it feels like hell. I do it so it feels real. I guess you could say I've a call. ~Sylvia Plath. (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 6th, 2004
11:32 am	cannonball there’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth there’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt it’s still a little hard to say what's going on there’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness there’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed you step a little closer each day that i can’t say what's going on stones taught me to fly love taught me to lie life, it taught me to die so it's not hard to fall when you float like a cannonball there’s still a little bit of your song in my ear there’s still a little bit of your words i long to hear you step a little closer to me so close that i can't see what's going on stones taught me to fly love, it taught me to lie life taught me to die so it's not hard to fall when you float like a cannon.. stones taught me to fly love taught me to cry so come on courage teach me to be shy 'cause it's not hard to fall and i don't wanna scare her it's not hard to fall and i don't wanna lose it's not hard to grow when you know that you just don't know (Comment on this)
11:22 am	Taste. If we dont stand up for love we fall for everything else. thats all. (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 17th, 2004
4:32 pm	Moving out of my house... Moving out of my house tomorrow...everyone come and see me in Dickson!! Hoorah! :) (Comment on this)
Monday, April 12th, 2004
5:45 pm	Come leaders, come you men of great... Throw us a bone but save the plate. War is not the answer and sheryl crow knows it...hoorah! :) ( Read more... ) (Comment on this)
5:23 pm	Redemption Day. Noticing a terriable trend of lyric-posting in my journal....but i will do something about it another day. ha. 'It dont hurt, like it did it hurts worse, who do i kid?' Sheryl Crow is a god. thats all. (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 11th, 2004
12:13 pm	I think a change would do you good... God's little gift is on the rag poster girl posing in a fashion mag canine, feline, jeckyl and hide? wear your fake fur on the inside. Thought you were singing your heart out to me? your lips were syncing and now I see... (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 10th, 2004
2:02 pm	Its hard to make a stand.... SHERYL CROW: C'MON AMWERICA IS 20 BUCKS AT SANITY, EVERYONE GO OUT AND BUY IT! Current Mood: creative Current Music: Sheryl Crow- Globe Session's (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 4th, 2004
1:36 pm	Every fucked up minute.... I know you hate me, I see that now If I was unhappy I’d be someone you could still care about I think it’s stupid and sad that everything turned out so bad And enemies make the most interesting friends I’m gonna write you a long letter I’m gonna get you on a telephone Three little words to make it all better Maybe I’ll leave this whole thing alone It’s a sad sad world without you in it And I’m a bad bad girl for letting you down And I remember every crazy minute Oh, it’s a sad sad world with out you around We're to much alike for our own good We both hate fighting no matter how misunderstood But I wanna tell you that you’re stubborn I wanna tell you I never lied And I wanna tell you that your friends talk way too much And I wanna know what happened to that friend of mine It’s a sad sad world without you in it And I was a bad bad girl for letting you down And I remember every crazy minute Oh, It’s a sad sad world without you around Oh, It’s a sad sad world without you in it And I’m a bad bad girl for letting you down I remember every fucked up minute Oh, It’s a sad sad world without you around (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 29th, 2004
11:53 am	Death to supre valley girls. Time to write an entry. A real honest-to-god no fucking around entry. ha. Firstly a big shout out to jenny and all the fun we will have on monday in 2 weeks at the folk festival!! :) Secondly, to everyone who i havnt really spoken to in like...ages...im sorry. You know who you are. To everyone else, Im moving out of my house so Im really not giving a fuck about anything else at the moment. ;) "Hold on you gotta wait just a minute See the cookie jar? Got my hand caught in it Just let me try to explain...." Seriously tho, must get to actually writing something, anything, down on paper. Must have something fanbloodytastic to show Beau. Sudden need to impress him. Is weird. Maybe is because he is going to let me play him obscure sheryl crow songs :) Need to meet his gal Kate too. Have strange feeling will like her v. much. Im sure there was something else I needed to say but i cant really remember....okay jenny! ha! Im going to get some bread....for toast. :) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 26th, 2004
7:29 pm	Bought to you by the letter E....hoorah! Do you know what i hate? stupid pre-pubescent supre valley girls that giggle constantly and get drunk every night on UC ressies. grrr to all of them because they keep me up all night. but soon I will not have to worry about them and their stoopid 'random quotes' board. 'gee i hope i get the dyke' -kat. WHAT THE FUCK???!!?? hoorah for mel and nicky and moving the fuck out of my house :) (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 6th, 2004
10:13 am	John Mayer. hoorah for mini breaks and mardi gras!! I know a girl She puts the color inside of my world She's just like a maze Where all of the walls all continually change (Comment on this)
Friday, February 13th, 2004
4:11 pm	Coast trips..... yey coast....see you later loosers!!! ahhhh. *evil grin* (2 Comments |Comment on this)